the bones want to fly

when you are old
your skin will be delicate
   fragile as tissue paper
my breath will rustle against it
my fingers will slip over the folds
   under the creases
   slide into the secret places
     (I am always discovering
     new secrets within you)
the bones beneath that skin
   will be light bird-bones
they will want to go up
   want to fly sunward
    they will glow through
    the skin, at night, when we lie
    beneath the covers
it is too warm here
you will cry
I am burning up
  I will coax you to stay
  I will lick sweat from your pale neck
  and blow on that shivering skin
  I will lick my way down
    (I have done this so many
    many times already)
  I will lick circles on your sunken chest
  I will lick all the way down, and take you
  entirely inside my mouth
  until you lose yourself
  until you are no longer bound
  by earth and skin and bone
    (I have done this, and will
    a thousand thousand times...)
afterwards
I fall asleep
  my head resting on your stomach
  one fragile arm flung over
  your thin thigh, and hip
    (it is not much to hold you down)
you will lie there in the dark
  hand buried in my silvered hair
  listening to the wind
    flying
  through the trees

*****
M.A. Mohanraj
June 19, 1999


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